Ever since my very first two week wait (and what a long, long time ago that was), I have known that the whole thing is a huge mindfuck.
This two week wait, the stakes are much higher, the possibilities much greater, the investment much more intense.
That said, at 5dp3dt, I am feeling good. I have not lost my mind yet. My beta is one week from today, and although I know between now and then time will slow to a screeching halt, the past 5 days have gone much faster than I thought they would.
I’m continuing my “science experiment” of taking an HPT every morning and keeping track of all the lines. They are varying degrees of light to dark, depending on the timing of my booster shots. The effects of the first booster shot had gotten very faint by the time I tested the morning of the second shot.
I’m hoping that with my last shot on 7/30, by about 8/3 the test will be either blank or truly, honestly positive.