Tuesday, April 12, 2011

11dpiui BFN

I don’t know.

It’s not like I thought I was pregnant. It’s not like I got excited like I did the last time. It’s not like I even expected it to work.

But it still pisses me off that it didn’t.

Let’s review: I’ve been on 2000 mg of Metformin for 10 months. We’ve been TTC for 16 months. I’ve done a cycle of clomid/intercourse and two cycles of clomid/IUI.

And I have never, not once, seen a second line.

Ugh.
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Disclaimer: I know that many of you have had a much longer, harder, and more painful journey than I have. I’m not inviting comparison here. I’m just saying…it sucks.

7 comments:

Mary Jane said...

it totally sucks. i am sorry. xoxo.

Alex said...

Yes, it sucks. It sucks so very much! I'm sorry - I was hoping alongside you that this was the one...

Marissa said...

It does suck. If I were the fertility goddess, you'd better believe things would be different.

Drevas said...

BFN's suck no matter what. You have every right to be pissed off.

So sorry.

Still A Guest Room said...

It definitely sucks. So sorry.

Articia said...

It doesn't matter where we are in the journey - the face of disappointment is the same. You certainly are not alone.

Denver Laura said...

{{Hugs}}